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    Senior Short Stories


    Senior Short Story Competition | 2010

    Commended

    Agoraphobia | By Scarlett

    Curtains and Orchestras | By Helen

    Hope in the Sky | By Marie

    Others | By Alice

    Winner

    Betrayals | By Cynthia

     


     

    Betrayals | By Cynthia

    It was before the divorce. I was slumped in the back seat of the car, half-asleep and unbearably bored, my fingers curled loosely around the shape of my iPod, headphones feeding music into my ears. The volume was turned up high to prevent my own thoughts from getting too loud. I was trying very hard not to think about my parents, about how my mum had revealed to me barely a week ago that my dad had cheated on her.

    We were somewhere in the middle of Wales, perhaps closer to the north than to the south, but I couldn't tell you where, exactly. None of us knew where we were. My mum was holding a map and a compass and my dad had his hands on the steering wheel, gripping it in an almost determined fashion, and it was dark. It was late.

    My mum flipped the map upside down and studied it for a while. We whizzed past another road sign that no one noticed apart from me, and it vanished behind us so swiftly that it was as if it had never existed. There was nothing around us but darkness and the suggestion of mountains, the slopes of which melted into the ink of the sky. I hadn't seen another car in a while.

    Despite the music, I was contemplating the contradictory fact that the three of us were crowded together in the narrow space of one car and yet the distances between us were widening more and more with every second, and I wondered whether in a year's time, my parents would still be together. I didn't think I wanted them to be.

    “Did you see a road sign somewhere?” my mum asked, still staring intently at the atlas, as if a road sign would materialise helpfully from the page if she threatened it with her gaze for long enough.

    “Yeah, just now,” I replied, pausing the track on my iPod.

    “Why didn't you tell me?” my mum complained, dropping the atlas onto her lap.

    “I didn't realise you were looking for one,” I said. My mum glared at me via the rearview mirror. I gave her an equally sullen look. She sighed, tapped my dad on the shoulder and told him to do a U-turn. Half a minute later, the car pulled to a halt in front of our saviour, the road sign. Except it wasn't really anyone's saviour. The Welsh towns, their names packed full of too many l's and w's and f's, were indistinguishable to us in our exhaustion.

    “Aber– what? Where is our hotel meant to be, again?” I asked, defeated in my attempt to pronounce one of the incomprehensible strings of what I thought of as consonants but the Welsh clearly didn't. I despised it all: the names I could not say correctly, emotions I could not grasp successfully, the relationship between my parents that I could not mend, everything an indication of my failures.

    “I'm not sure,” my mum admitted, after turning her map this way and that. “Let's just carry on and we'll stop at the next town to get some dinner first. I'll call the hotel to tell them that we might not get there before ten.”

    So my dad kept on driving until we reached the first sign of life we'd seen in miles. We parked in front of a fish and chip shop. I opened the car door reluctantly, and the cold air that rushed in immediately chilled any desire for sleep that lingered at the corners of my eyes. I pulled my coat on, shivering and fumbling with the buttons, and watched my dad help my mum with hers.

    At that time, I had resented that sight more than I would ever let anyone know.

    We paid for the curry and rice and a bacon steak, and then we all piled back into the car. The food was tasteless but warm, at least, so I wrapped my hands around the polystyrene bowl of rice to draw the heat from it as the curry sauce slipped down my throat. Armed with a blunt knife, my dad sawed vigorously away at the bacon steak and then offered me and my mum bits. I swallowed them obediently, but the meat was tough and too salty. I observed as he gnawed at the rest of the steak. Like an animal, I thought to myself, and the venom of my own mind horrified me, but only a little.

    I handed over the rice to my mum. She scooped it into her mouth in large forkfuls. “Forks are so inefficient for eating rice. Why didn't they give us a spoon?” I nodded in agreement, and yearned for the much more authentic spices of the curry at home.

    My dad spotted the curry that stained my mum's chin, and he leaned over to wipe it away with a napkin. My mum smiled at him, soft and sweet. I closed my eyes. When I opened them again, my mum had put down the empty bowl and was looking at her atlas once more, and my dad was finishing off the lukewarm remnants of the steak. The gleam of grease on the surface of the meat disgusted me. I turned away and looked out of the window. I fogged the glass with my breath and drew in the mist with a finger. A single, perfect heart.

    It faded soon, but if I tilted my head just right, I could still see a faint imprint of it.

    And then my mum announced that we'd been driving in the opposite direction to the hotel this entire time. I was too tired to shout at her. It was half-past ten. My dad just stayed silent and started the car up, and we left the town behind us.

    We finally arrived at the hotel sometime past midnight, and we checked in, mumbling apologies to the hotel manager. We stumbled into our room, flicked the light on. A double bed for my parents and a single bed for me. I dumped my bags on my bed, and washed and changed and dived under the covers within minutes.

    Later, my dad switched the light off. I opened my eyes to the sight of my dad, illuminated in the moonlight, blocking my mum from my vision. “Traitor,” I whispered, under my breath. You don't belong there. You don't deserve to be lying next to Mum.

    I fell asleep to the sound of my own hatred filling my bloodstream and drumming in my ears.

     


     

    Agoraphobia | By Scarlett

    I leaned against the row of books and inhaled deeply, pulling the scent of words and thoughts into my lungs. I loved this part of the library – it was one of the few places in that Aladdin's cave where I could take as long as I wanted to browse the shelves without being hissed at, or sit reading and folding over my favourite pages without feeling the librarian's eyes burning holes in my head.

    This was where I lived my life, or rather many lives. I spent more time with strangers than my family, more time closeted in the library than living outside. And yet the world of books was so much more fascinating – not only the images created, but the sense of past and future as opposed to the world of now-and-never-then. I needed nothing else, as I could live quietly off my inheritance. I was safer in here, with the lives of others as my experiences. I had read enough to know now that people who went out into the world never came back.

    So I sat there, reading for hours, every morning, afternoon and night. I was rereading one of my old favourites, a book I had found hidden, with no title but a beautiful story I now knew by heart. But today, something was different. A man across from me was disrupting the peace with his silent, shifty brooding, constantly glancing over his shoulder.

    I looked back down at my book, but was disturbed by the harsh footsteps. People coming in were usually quiet. For a few minutes, I thought the man was just talking to the new arrival. They were talking quickly, hostilely, but in whispers to avoid being heard. This was strange – if they didn't want trouble with the librarian, it would be easier to talk outside. Then, what I had thought was a casual conversation gave over into a violent, but almost noiseless struggle. Determined not to attract the librarian's attention, they wrestled each other, finally reaching my corner. I was stunned. How dare they enter my private area? However, before I could ask them to leave, the fight was abruptly over as the shifty man seemed to give up and collapse on my table. It took me a few seconds longer to realise he was no longer breathing, and there was blood pouring onto my book. The attacker turned and ran, having just become aware of my presence. I sat, unable to move, transfixed.

    The police came. They spent hours there, talking to the librarian, to the readers, to each other. They tried to talk to me, but I couldn't speak. They put tape around my building and chalk marks on my table, collected blood samples and swept the floor. So many of them. Loudly talking, questioning, the sirens wailing outside. I sat, watching them invade for the second time my island of peace. I didn't resist when they took me away for questioning. I still couldn't open my mouth.

    Eventually, I had to answer them. They seemed to believe me, defying the image of the accusatory officers I had gleaned from my reading. But I was still afraid. The room was cold. People all around were watching me. All around the outside there were so many feet striding confidently, so many voices talking. There wasn't a single book in the room.

    I went home as quickly as I could. I needed to eat and sleep. The library held no appeal, so I went back to my apartment, avoiding the stares by taking the most deserted roads. I slept dreamlessly, exhausted from shock and fear.

    The next morning, I moved automatically, my car driving me back to the library. I had opened the door before I remembered what had happened. I walked in, trying to avoid gazing at my usual space in the back, but it drew my eyes toward itself, forcing me to look.

    The police had left, having gathered their evidence quickly. Someone had cleaned away the blood and chalk marks. My book was back on the shelf. I tried to read it, to lose myself in the familiar world, but the bloodstain was still there, pushing its way through the pages. The outside world was still invading my precious sphere. I put the book back on the shelf and turned to leave. I wasn't safe there any more.

    I walked blindly out of the library, turned left and kept going. I forced myself to keep to a walk, even as I felt the eyes of all the passers-by on me. I told myself I would be looked at more if I ran, and walked on, my head down, not seeing the streets.

    When I was calm enough to stop, I looked up. I was just outside a park, acres of grass ringed with an iron fence. A bus stop, a computer shop, an Italian restaurant. All full of people, jostling, pushing, moving around me. I started to panic, trying to remember where my car was, until I realised where I'd left it. I couldn't go back to the library – I would be no safer there.

    On an impulse, I walked into the restaurant. There were fewer eyes staring at me in there. The scent hit me before the door had shut, the fragrances of garlic, basil, olive oil. I hadn't eaten out in seven years, hadn't cooked anything adventurous. This smell, in its long-forgotten familiarity, was almost as intoxicating to me as the books.

    The bright aromas, hues and sounds mesmerised me. I held the menu for twenty minutes, unable to focus on any one thing without being distracted. I ordered an early lunch, watching the Italian music videos while I waited. The flavours of the food itself dazzled, lasting much longer than they should have on my taste buds grown dull from bland food. I stayed much longer than I needed to, enjoying the warmth and bustle, the sounds of the waiters calling in Italian melding with the voices of the singers, the brilliantly coloured wallpaper and carpet.

    I left the restaurant to find my car. As I tried to retrace my steps, other things caught my eye – a beautiful landscape in the art gallery, a deep red coat in a window. Sights I hadn't looked at in so long, the richness of detail overwhelming. I was still having to control my fear at having so many people around me, looking at me, planning an attack, but I had no hope of returning to my haven. When I found my car, I drove all the way back to my apartment as fast as I could without breaking the speed limit.

    That night, I stayed awake later than I'd ever allowed myself before. I didn't read, but turned on my television for the first time in seven years, trying to find the Italian music channel. As I searched, I was distracted by other things – the news channels, showing places I'd read about. I abandoned my search, fascinated by all the things happening in the present, things I had never considered or imagined in my reading.

    I awoke, the remote control printing the shape of the buttons on my cheek. The news was still on, but sunlight was pushing its fingers around the heavy curtains. It was late in the morning. I pulled them open and seized the rusted catch of the window. I forced the stiff windows open before I leaned out, looking up at the deep blue sky. I breathed in the clear, sunlit air, so different from my stuffy apartment or the dusty library.

    After two weeks, I was informed that the stabber had been caught. I had still not returned to the library. Now, I felt safe pushing open the heavy wooden door. I stepped inside that hall of knowledge, dust swirling in the heavy gold sunlight falling in shafts on the floor. The scent filled my nostrils, bringing with it remembrance of other lives, the urge to seek and explore. But now the air was thicker, cloying, smothering me.

    I found a new book, with an unbroken spine and unturned pages. I signed for it quickly, and then left to sit outside and read the new story in the bright sunlight.

     


     

    Curtains and Orchestras | By Helen

    Tired, grey eyes eased themselves off the coarse, dry page which was full of mathematical formulae and graphs, entwined together in a puzzle which was silently mocking her incompetence.

    The air lay still and silent, asleep on the desk. With each breath an invisible sleepy puff glided over her book, clouding the page so that the numbers began to resemble a stew of bubbling shapes and symbols. She certainly didn't want to tuck in.

    Noisy footsteps broke her morose stare, fixed on the colourless binding of a book on the shelf directly ahead of her. Reading the maths book would be futile; it was unrecognisable under the air's sleepy breath. She allowed her lips to lazily droop apart, freeing a sigh which floated and stumbled through the air's hair (for it was still sleeping soundly near her book).

    Turning her head to the left, her straight gaze met a serene painting of a woman dressed in floating white curtains, held together with a brooch, almost certainly hacked from the sea-blue eye of a kind dragon. The woman's hair was white and clean, pinned behind her head in such a manner as to show her crinkled eye-bags and her disapproving nose which flared down at her from its great height. Her eyes were not brown, yet not quite coal black; the paint strokes created a haze around them which made the girl squint upwards to try and focus on them.

    She poked her head around the side of the bookshelf, checking to see whether the librarian was sitting at her desk (which she luckily was not), and quietly pushed her chair back with her cramped feet. She leant forward and pushed herself up; her body smoothly peeled away from the chair, leaving an imprint of her back and thighs which were slowly stretching and murmuring, having been still for so long. Standing, she held the stiff back of the chair with her left hand and gingerly placed her foot on the seat, then jumped a little to land her other foot on the desk, taking care not to wake the air (which was still dozing).

    She could see the woman much better now. Her dark eyebrows contrasted with her pale face, and her dainty veined hands lay quietly, glued together on her lap.

    “I'm awfully sorry,” the girl whispered. “I haven't introduced myself. My name is,” she paused, trying to think of a name which would impress the serene old goat looking out above her left shoulder, “Victoria-Margaret-Anne-Petunia Darcy.” She held out her steady hand and shook an imagined outstretched arm calmly, smiling into the misty eyes which refused to meet her own.

    At this point, I must tell you that this girl was no ordinary girl. She had a mind which wandered and tunnelled into questions which were left alone by other girls her age; she never needed much company and didn't take pleasure in shopping for short dresses or dancing with smelly, sweaty boys in a tight embrace. She was unsure what she enjoyed doing, but always knew when she was enjoying herself, and right then, in that second when she was alone with her painting, she was enjoying herself.

    Suddenly, the air awoke. It stretched its arms above its head and ran its fingers through its hair, dispelling the girl's sigh which was still winding itself around the blonde curly locks. It stretched its mouth into a yawn, sending warm air onto the bottom corner of the painting. The yawn travelled up around the side, onto the wall, dislodging a small piece of yellowed paper which fell to the bottom and remained there, trapped, one half behind the frame, the other poking out rudely. The girl's gaze slipped away quietly from the woman's dress (which now didn't look anything like curtains) and she felt a rustling about her ankles.

    “I must have woken him up,” she murmured, and apologised to the air which shook its hand at her playfully, and sauntered away through the bookcase, out past the glass windows into the shining light outside. She dropped to her knees carefully, and looked to the place where she had felt the breeze. Lowering her eyes to the bottom of the frame, she suddenly saw the small slip of paper.

    “Oh my,” she whispered, and began to tweak it out from behind the painting. The half of the paper which remained loose slowly became bigger and bigger, until the girl was holding the full strip in her shaking hand. Turning it over, she saw some black marks which were slanted horizontally. She tried to read them, but it was far too dark, and they spiralled so tightly together that it was impossible. Holding her breath tightly, she held it up to the light, and squinted her eyes together.

    “Oh my,” she gasped. Her face slackened and her breath fluttered out in front of her. On the piece of paper was written, “The answer is 5.”

    Quickly jumping down from the table, she brushed away the air's breath which clouded her maths book and laid the piece of paper by the question. Now, have you ever heard a clock re-winding itself, when all the tiny clogs inside whir and cluck happily together like an orchestra? I have, and the sound of that girl thinking sounded more beautiful than that. A tinkling bell slowly started to ring, and the numbers on the page lifted into the air and broke hands with each other. The girl lifted her hands, and started to move the numbers around; those blazing golden numbers which were now calmly moving to where she placed them, until, finally, the ‘equal' sign linked to the number 5.

    “Lara? What are you doing?” the librarian asked quickly, seeing the girl standing straight, her mouth slightly open. “I brought you another maths revision guide, as you asked.”

    “Oh no,” Lara said quietly, “somebody helped me to solve the problem. Thank you.”

     


     

    Hope in the Sky | By Marie

    The Chinese city of Beijing lay sprawling across its motherland, creeping over the horizon like a steadily increasing virus that fed off the earth. It was the time and age where you could no longer observe the metallic suburbia from the sky due to the smog that hung over it. It was thick and expansive, almost completely opaque and immovable. It was the evidence that was scarred onto the planet's surface which proved the humans to be detrimental to its home.

    A boy leaned over a short wired fence, singing to himself in Putonghua as he watched his thick, yellow environment shimmer in the heat waves:

    Little Swallow,

    Wearing a flower coat,

    Flies here every spring.

    I ask the Swallow,

    ‘Why do you come?'

    The Swallow replies,

    ‘The Spring here

    is the most...'

    His finger played on a red wind spinner, “ ‘Beautiful.' ” A bitter smirk folded itself onto his mouth. “Little Swallow, I tell you, this year it is even more beautiful.” He gazed into the distance at the funnels of smoke that rose into the air. “We've built yet another factory. Another that will welcome you home.” He played with the strings of his kite that was in red, white and black, colours that were reminiscent of the bird.

    He laughed, but froze as he heard the rooftop door creak open, its rusty joints whining in complaint.

    “How nostalgic,” he heard a voice behind him. “I haven't heard that song in a while.” As he whipped around, the other boy of about his age took another step towards him.

    “What do you want?” The first boy studied this outsider, one who was clothed in Western fashion, much unlike his own traditional stiff-collared silk-cotton blend of a Chinese shirt and mid-length trousers. “The show isn't starting until dark.”

    “I'm Kai,” the newcomer motioned towards himself, an uneasy smile forming as he was unsure of how to approach the situation. “You know, I've had a hard time finding you.”

    “Sen,” the first boy replied simply, looking up to the sky. “How did you find me?”

    “Well, nobody knew what I was talking about when I said, ‘the ones that light the sky',” the boy replied, scratching a spot behind his left ear, “but then I found out the name they gave you, ‘The Kites'?”

    Sen smiled, looking down at his makeshift swallow.

    “They said,” Kai looked up at the other boy once again, “ ‘Look for the boy with the swallow kite.' ”

    “Here I am,” Sen shrugged. “What do you want from me? And quickly. I need to prepare.”

    “There is no wind.” Kai squinted in confusion, his brow furrowed.

    “There will be,” the strange child replied simply, and the wind spinner slowly began turning as it caught the breeze. “Carry on.”

    “Um,” Kai frowned, “I heard that you were in need of funding, what with needing to build and repair. I just brought something.” He quickly withdrew a scarlet envelope, slipping it into the kite owner's hands.

    Sen frowned as he slit the envelope open and teased out a stack of red bills, “Who is this from?”

    “A little princess,” Kai smiled, casting his gaze downwards, “my sister. She wanted–”

    “How do you have a sister?” Sen interrupted sharply. “What about the One Child Policy?”

    “My father's a politician,” Kai shrugged. “He gets away with it.”

    Sen packed the notes back into the packet and pressed it against this newcomer's chest. “I don't want stolen money.”

    “Hey,” a sharp tone burst forward from this boy's mouth. “Do not confuse me with my father.” His voice softened once more, “Mei-Mei wanted me to find the people who put the light back in the sky, and say,” he swallowed slowly, “thank you.” He held the envelope forward once more, which the recluse took, a smile starting to spread across his face as he pocketed it.

    “Well, then, son-of-a-politician,” he looked up to study the sky, a dark mass which held no glimmer of the glistening distant masses, “the show is about to begin.”

    Sen bent down, shielding his actions from the world before he quickly cast his kite in the air, its string spiralling upwards with golden beads of light fastened. Strings of more lights branched off it, swirling and dancing in the wind.

    “One down,” he muttered, “nine to go.” He then repeated the action with nine more kites that were duplicates of his original one, fastening them to the top of the rusty iron poles that supported the fence.

    Kai leaned on the wire, watching similar beads of light pirouette from the tops of other decrepit buildings. “They really are like stars. Why do you do this?”

    “Because,” Sen sighed, “this is what they need. This is hope and optimism. This is what the Olympics were meant to be about, those few years ago. There need to be stars in the sky, even if we have to put them there.”

    “When do you sleep?” Kai frowned once again.

    “All day,” Sen chuckled, withdrawing a pastry swaddled in a napkin.

    “But,” Kai began, scratching the aforementioned spot behind his ear once more, “what about school? Your parents?”

    Sen gave his bitter bark of a laugh once more, “Nobody cares, Kai.” He bit into the gluey bun that emanated the scent of black sesame. “Nobody cares about school, or what we do.”

    “Aren't your parents proud of you?”

    “My father says that I am stupid to hold such beliefs.” The boy spoke of his father, and how he had been brainwashed by the communist era and his own parents. “He says that I should work in the factory, like him, when I am eighteen.”

    “What about your mother?”

    Sen froze once more before swallowing his mouthful and stuffing the remainder of his food back into his silk pocket. “She left us a long time ago,” he held the wind spinner still, pinching its thin plastic leaf between two fingers, “for a land where the sky is full of stars.”

     


     

    Others | By Alice

    The almost musical clanging of the pots is silenced as I plunge them into the rushing stream. My hands are immediately numbed by the freezing water, and the droplets which fly up and drench small patches of my clothes make the biting wind even colder.

    The stream is not far from our small village, but the two are separated by a thin strip of woodland, and I cannot see our caravans. This makes me uneasy. We are new to this place, and I do not know what animals there may be, hidden amongst the trees. I once saw a large, grey animal, with hair like matted wool and yellow eyes. I think it would have eaten me, if I hadn't run straight back to the village.

    I do not want to meet more grey monsters.

    Of course, my father and mother do not have to do chores such as washing. They are speaking with the family of my betrothed, making arrangements for the wedding next week. Whenever I think of it, a welling of excitement occurs in my chest. Once I am married, I shall have children, and once I have children, people shall listen to me. Now, I am unimportant; ‘just a child,' they tell me.

    My hands have been working without much thought to the task, as I dream of my future, and the pots are almost clean.

    I start to sing quietly, but a loud sound cuts me off after just a moment. Briefly, I am confused. Did I make that sound without realising it?

    But now the noise has swollen, like the stomach of an ill calf, quickly and terribly. There are shouts from the village, but they are in a foreign tongue. The words are harsh, brutal, final. If the grey monsters had a language, I am sure it would sound like this one.

    *****

    The post this morning falls to the floor of our Berlin hallway with a heavy thud. There are many letters, and some of the obligatory bills. I like the letters much better, of course. Later, I shall retire to my study to read the beautiful tales of woe and love and real life crafted by my nephews and nieces. They write every week, and I write back, without fail.

    I am Uncle Jürgen, and they love me. My advice is indispensable, so I am told. But now, I place the letters upon the kitchen table and shrug on my coat. I call to my partner, to inform him that I shall be home again in time for lunch.

    It is so easy to be late for work, but I cannot be. Libraries are important to people; they must open on time. I like to think that my job is a task of great gravity. I am the curator of all knowledge, which I freely and benevolently dole out to the German people.

    I frown as I pass the grocery store. His flags have replaced those of our great Fatherland; we no longer fly the flag for Germany, but for the Nazis. These thoughts are soon whipped from my mind, however, by the biting wind, which carries the scent of bratwurst. My mind drifts towards the hot, pepper-taste of mustard and my stomach growls, although it was only breakfast moments ago.

    When I arrive at the library, still thinking of lunch possibilities, there are two men waiting for me at the door.

    *****

    I am a little under the weather today. I would have liked to stay in bed, but I cannot.

    That's not true. I would have liked to have stayed in bed, but I still like being with him more. I think of it as a chore, but I will never tell anyone that; looking after your son should

    not be a chore. Besides, I do love him, despite it all. It is a chore I do with pleasure, most of the time. Definitely not a burden; the Führer is wrong about that. Disabled little boys are not burdens, if they have mothers to look after them.

    His small limbs stick haphazardly from the armchair which he sits in day after day, week after week, year after year. He looks like a broken doll, but I do not let myself think it. Such comparisons upset me so much in the early days.

    As the soft, white tissue in my hand captures a renegade drop of saliva which is travelling slowly down his chin, there is a knock at the door.

    Holocaust; the systematic state-sponsored killing of six million Jewish men, women and children and millions of others by Nazi Germany and its collaborators during World War II.” Encyclopaedia Britannica

     

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